My Voiceless Screaming

A dense air Heavy to breath Became a target Became a punch bag The beast is about to rise I am just smiled and pleased I'm hurt not because hurted by her I'm hurt because the way he treated her I have nothing to lose I can let it out and let it be free But I'm not allow it Let me the one who hurt only My love to her is so pure, bold and deep And today, I let my beast to sleep

New city New life New smile New talk New neighbor New laugh But leaving from a shadow is not that easy Sometime we just don't want to leave it and let it be No push, No hurry Understanding and be wisely I can see it clearly and its okay for me I will always be here in any shape you want me to be Beside... for me, you are my reason, one and only

Wake up with fresh new air At the first time of my morning Deep sleep with my bear Easy wake with moaning I say hi with no worry I say love with honestly I miss you like crazy I wake up with hope and shiny Bear playing around while I am working Sun rise in my left, telling me how beautiful first morning to be First day of new life First day of new beginning With you and me smiling Birds singing with a beautiful orchestra Yellow sunrise added some extra I am just thinking about you And i felt warmth just imagine on how I hug and kiss you What a beautiful first morning Hope someday we can be together soon without worry

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I just about to celebrate my free With you, enjoy the nature and world to see Please don't think about die dear Since I still need you to life and be happy No need to ask me to die together Since without you, I don't think I can survive either I could die alone, old and lonely Or die soon in miserably Please don't die and hang on there my lady You are my reason and keep stay here Please be patience my love I am hugging you with my fear I love you so much dear.. And now I have nothing to think except to fear Fear that you gonna make it Fear that I will be lonely and sick without you here...