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About Me

I am just..
Empty
non existence
no exist
thrown after being used
miss used
no one
lonely

hard to breath
hard to swallow
full of pain
full of sorrow

But dont you confuse no more.. because i have plenty of feelings that can make you in horror
I have..
full of rage
full of love
full of hate
full of joy
I have all of that at the same time and in many colors

I was a beast and untamed. Live and run freely and dont give a damn shit about who i wanna be
Then angel come to earth, stole my heart away and left behind of me..

I m still a beast but not that wild anymore
I live like a shit, struggling to keep a live and waiting just only a few words from her.. everyday.. till day no more

V'z whfg ab bar

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