My Voiceless Screaming

Time is up.. Where is she Night is late But I can't see My heart so itchy Calling your name loudly I know I am sleepy But can't sleep before you talk to me Proper good bye you said That's what I am looking for It's getting late to night But worth to fight for However life has changed You wont get that bye-bye I should accept the changed End the night without proper good bye Its okay my lady I understand and please don't sorry I smile my lady I sent my good bye to you silently Miss u so much, be good and take care my lady Love u so much, sleep tight and sweet dream my lady

So crowded now, but I'm so empty You shhh me, but I'm missing you like crazy To do anything, I'm so lazy Even my beast, laying there with no energy Trying to write, but i don't know what to do wish you are here now, and allow me to hug you Day by day passed, and I'm still have no clue don't care with my dress, everyday I'm just feeling blue Dear my angel, wish you all the best with your broken wings I will always be here to grab you if you are falling A word from you is amazing gift for me the one who felt has no destiny Please be happy my lady Cause I will happy for you Please be strong my lady Cause I will be strong for you too hufh...

Staring on your name... silence Staring on your name... but nothing happen Without saying a word waiting Wish your online status typing Dear my lady, don't you know that i am lonely Without you to make me happy The pain is real miserably I'm trying to sleep but its so heavy Staring on your name I am missing you Staring on your name I wish I could hug you hufh...

So many things in my mind I do afraid to be left behind I miss her so deeply But can't tell her too many Take a deep breath repeatedly Hope to calm down my misery I have the hole inside and its empty Can't heal it up and I'm envy Day after day i am weaker Laying on my bed and can only whisper Dear my lady half of my heart I am missing u so much What will happen to me Dear Lord please help me hufh...

Damai.... Senyum terkembang Angin berhembus Awan berarak.. Rambut melambai-lambai Angin berhembus indahnya alam lubang menganga besar bukan lah hampa Indah terasa Reff: Mata mu terpejam Hangat mu tersimpan indah nan rupawan Mata mu terpejam Hangat mu tersimpan Pesona memabukkan Bidadari terbang tak kan kubiarkan kau kembali pulang Tanpa diriku menyertaimu hingga akhir hayatku

Ketika hampa kembali terasa Dan sang durjana tertawa hahaha Ketika sepi kembali menghujam Dan sang gelap menari tralala Tatap nanar kucing coklat menusuk Dengkurnya berusaha untuk memeluk Aku terdiam dalam gelap kelabu Rasakan kembali setan yang kurindu Kuhanya ingin kembali sendiri Tanpa ada yang bisa untuk mengerti Gelegak membuncah kembali tenang Ku tak lagi merasa gundah dan lapang Apalagi yang akan direnggut? Hanya kamu yang tersisa kenapa ku harus menakutinya? Ketika sepi kembali menghujam Dan sang gelap menari tralala Dia tak lagi senang Bayang dirimu kembali datang Pertempuran tak berkesudahan Dan aku hanya pasrah dalam temaram

Pukul 7 malam hari dalam malam yang sunyi Petik gitar ku berbunyi Sampaikan rindu di hati menanti kamu disini Kucing coklat hilir mudik Gelisah wakili hati Ku menanti dirimu kasih Nada-nada yang dirangkai hati Balut pedih susah di hati Reffx2: tenanglah kasihku hadirmu kutunggu janganlah engkau meragu Kucing coklat hilir mudik Gelisah wakili hati Ku menanti dirimu kasih Nada-nada yang dirangkai hati Balut pedih susah di hati x2

Starting today, hope a beautiful day I see the sky, but my mind in your eyes Working today shit but I am not okay Wish you are here be my side and lay Reff: No  I don't love you like the other says My feeling to you is bigger then said No I don't miss you like the other says I'm just dying while you cannot stay I am working and I do try hard now But you keep dancing on my mind like a show Starting today, hope a beautiful day My eyes to the sky, but my mind in your eyes my mind in your eyes... my mind in your eyes... my mind in your eyes...

Suaramu, bayangmu, senyummu, terbayang selalu Semakin berusaha melupakan, semakin membayang di kalbu Kamu, belahan jiwaku... Membuatku kehilangan kata2 rindukanmu Duhai kamu, yang ingin kusapa disana Tahukah kamu belahan hatiku masih kau bawa Kutahu dirimu telah ada yang lain Tapi hati ini tak jua bisa berpaling Kamu, kurengkuh sepenuh hati dalam sanubari Hangat terasa dan sakit tak terperi Darahku memancar dari belahan hati Ketika kupererat pelukan dalam diri Rindu ini terlarang Tapi aku semakin meradang Berdenyut... menyakitkan Duhai aku teramat sayang... Hufh...

Kutuggu dirimu yang terlelap hanyut dalam mimpi Kulihat wajahmu yang membahagiakan hati Waktu bergulir begitu lambat terasa Bahagia kurasakan tak terhingga rasanya Belenggu yang mengikat seumur hidupku Tak mampu lagi membuat hidupku kelu Kau hadir dalam setiap nafasku Kau simpan belahan hatiku dalam dirimu Reff: Duhai, kekasih kau buatku terlena Meski kau diam seribu bahasa Kutunggu dirimu, dalam setiap waktuku Hingga akhir hayat menjemput ajalku Waktu bergulir begitu lambat terasa Bahagia kurasakan tak terhingga rasanya Belenggu yang mengikat seumur hidupku Tak mampu lagi membuat hidupku kelu

Been long time I can feel the wind on my face again Been long time And Im happy like kid in the rain Rocky road I chosen Along with my angel who is broken We both broken With bitter life eaten The song sing by the wind Make me comfort on its own way I heard it and remind me how the desert became green Tame my devil inside to catch its prey

Begerak Gemulai Membayangi Lekat Memikat Memabukkan Bayangan menari Kaburkan nestapa Bak surgawi turun ke bumi Mewakili keindahan Illahi Indah melayang Membuat asa terbang hangat sibak kelu di hati remuk redam kesendirian Berdegup jantung ingin mendekap Haus kerontang rindukanmu Raih bayangmu dalam kalbu Peluk dirimu penuh rindu Sejuta kata terungkap Tapa satu kata terucap Aku terombang ambing dalam badai Tersiksa namun mebahagiakan Menari dengan bayangmu Perih teriris rasa merindu Bilakah ini sebuah mimpi Ku tak ingin terbangun dan meratapi Sosok temaram meliuk indah Menghela nafas melihat lekukmu Terobek dada memecah Tak sanggup menahan rindu Apa yang harus kuperbuat? Tertutup mata, tapi masih kulihat bayangmu Kuremas dada hentikan degupan Meleleh hangat dari sela jari-jariku... lelehan hangat rasakan rasa ini untukmu Aku sesak! Kuhirup nafas sebanyak kubisa Aku berasa dalam hampa udara Berputar pusing pening di kepala Menahan kata yang tak boleh terucap ungkapkan rasa Indah Hangat S...

Song can be heard, when closing your eyes and be quiet Sometime sad sometime full of joy But we are trying to be a duet And we are dancing with good oh boy Today my heart beats so fast Following the beat of the songs Songs of our life, the love and the clash But we kept dancing boldly nothing go wrong We hold each others, with blood all over We hug each others, with scars We keep dancing, with our broken wings hope for better We just keep smiling, though like in a bar Lonely, missing, loving, mixed to be a liquor of life And we drunk of it till sober You have your fight while i have mine too But I keep waiting here till seeing you How long this would be last? Will it be slow of fast? Just keep dancing babe.. Just keep dancing...

Today is so quite Hell of busy today for my soulmate Lucky seem the wind rides smoothly While I my own facing difficulty Today is so silence And so on days coming will happen But we both know the storms forming Keep building up wait till we are coming We did facing some of it now But I stated myself that I am not alone And also do hope you are too Since you have a difficulty too Ready or not, storm will coming And we both need to be strong If we can't be that strong, just sing As long as we are together nothing go wrong Today.. I smile I saw the wind blows the sky I can feel the silent of the day Hope we are ready dear, if not, just sing along and hug each other till end

I may far away from you But trust me, I am hugging you Hope you can sleep tight And my present can calm you Watching you slept dear Through magic mirror Hope my image dear Drive away evils around you Sweet dream my lovely My heart ache while you are uneasy Cold morning coming dear Hope you can feel the warmth without body I love you more then love Hope my love warmth enough to hug you

With dogs in both of us Its a matter of seconds we hurt each other Our love tested, our love heal it And we are sorry each other We should admit our road is rocky Not as easy like common ppl should be Can't openly express our love Cant openly say the world how our love One or two who know it is good enough Then nothing at all, right? We should fight more to have Our happiness that we are wanted so much Thanks for the prayer to the wind goes by Thanks to everyone who wishing us great day With love as our foundation that we kept to fight Hope we can overcome any challenges a head The worst part is when we miss each other Can't do nothing except look each other Saying how we love each other Still can't lesser the pressure inside on how much I love her Hufh... daily routine that maybe bored for everyone who read But it motivate us to move forward and ready for our goal a head From the time I opened my eyes I miss her.. I love her.. and hope I am not ...

I though I wont missing you After I hug you How come I still missing you When I hold you in my arm I can smell your hair And feel the warmth of your skin How come I still missing you And my heart still blue I look at your image now Here in my mind How come I still missing you Somebody pour on my wound with sand I am tortured by loving you And I am addicted with it How come I still missing you And I dunno what to do Your lips are sweet Your breath like fresh morning Your heart beat calm me down Your eyes made me warmth I still remembered all How come I still missing you? V'z whfg ab bar

For decades I've been living But those times passed very fast Few hours you are leaving But those hours like decades My heart is hurt, not for sad Nor its of sorrow I'm longing to see you bad The one that I love, tomorrow I tried to hold myself to write Afraid it will hold you from free But the pressure inside for missing you Its so great and I cant stop loving you Be good my dearest angel I will be waiting for you I hope I can hear the ring of my bell Let me know that you're safe too V'z whfg ab bar...

Dear my lady, I know you are gloomy Just be patience dear, soon you will be back to your hommy Days passed, soon will be over Just be patience dear, soon you wont sober Dear my lady, I know just trying to survive Just living day by day trying to alive Be patience dear, time will be fast In near moment, will be back to your palace Worry not my dear, about how I am I will do my best and wont put me in jam Ofc I felt hard inside, hold how much I miss you But I am relieved, I have home that its you So, hang on there my lady Be strong for me I do my best dear To coming home early V'z whfg ab bar...

Thought I am dreaming To have an angel as my wife And wind then blowing I can feel what you are feeling I cant make a difference now Which is real or not Or am I living in hell or heaven But together with you, I am willing to fight hell or heaven Sun is set now Light replaced by dark I know you are tired now Be patience my love, tomorrow will be light So here I am now Waiting for the words to come If you cant make it dear That would be okay, because tomorrow will always come V'z whfg ab bar...