My Voiceless Screaming

I wish I could do more Let me the one who take that burden from your shoulder I wish I could do more...

Thought I am ready Talk to the world lovely It was an easy chat with my best friend But end up I cried worry at the end I dunno if its so hard to open again Only to hear his suggestion, it made me tremble Only to imagine talking to others, I'm shaking What happen to me?  I just don't know me anymore So, what next then? If simple words already hurt me Its not about prestige or dignity Its about me who is like a bundle of meat Easy to bleed Waiting for extinct What should I do then If I'm not ready to face the world? "99% business can be succeeded by facing the people", he said So, am I already fail? What will happen to me if everyone leave me? What will happen to me if I only a burden for everyone near me? At least now you or me understand, why I or other leave each others Its better to be alone then hurt each others So now dear my Dark Angel... If someday you have a better one Just leave me and I will be okay As long as you are happy...

Today is Friday My stomach hurt so much last night, and do hope I die Today is Friday Sleep is hard and I pray that I die Today is Friday I was so happy to know this day I could be rest in peace And leave all of the pieces Too bad I am still live I am too tired to make together all the pieces V'z whfg ab bar...

I will just smile But not now I'm so happy in my place The place where I belong The place that I used to be I am missing that lonelyness I am missing that hurt I am missing that pain And I have it all now Let me just enjoy it for a while In the corner V'z whfg ab bar...

My future is gone My dream is gone My plans are gone My projects are gone Live happy forever ever after is gone My apartment is gone My over sea beach is gone My warmth hug is gone Everything that I like is gone My will of live is gone I only have hope Hope that I sleep and never wake up again V'z whfg ab bar...

New morning, and I drained out I just numb here, empty staring Dunno what to do, dunno what to work out Just can only waiting from Your blessing I am so weak now, even to only breathing Daily life waiting, but I am about to passed out My bear offer his help, but cant do nothing The wound so big, I dunno how to sort it out Empty morning, empty desire I need help indeed from my sire But I know I am waiting for nothing Just so hopeless till someone caring My love is forbidden My desire is null My fight spirit none The dark has win today with cruel V'z whfg ab bar...

I felt like a dirt... unwanted, rejected I felt like I needed, as a target of your furious raged I think i am a creep.. but now, I fully accept it Let me be your anything, as long as you can make it Spit on me hate me mock me sinister to me mad of me torture me rage, anger, everything just explode it to me I am strong, i can bear with it, as long you are happy On the end... I kept walking on the earth Crawling beneath the land... Hoping for some one.. That I believe will never come... V'z whfg ab bar...