My Voiceless Screaming

She is so bitching today.. and also so fragile. I can understand her situation since I am on her position when she dumped me. Everything she felt now are same like what I felt. But with full of her rage and blind of love, how she could understand that she did the same thing to me. So I am sorry that you need to face it, I did my best but my body started to hurting me. The effect I got now doubled and seem no one can understand me. I fall sick, and i can only sorry to me. But well.. I wish she could pass this trial with easy... the following days would be hard and roughly. But no worry, I will always right here be ready, in whatever shape you want me to be. I just hope God give me strength and healthy.. because now i got fever and very low energy... V'z whfg ab bar..

I cried.. not because I hurt.. But because I can feel your pain and hurt You are in pain because you broke up with him... But I am so in pain Tears drop down from my chin, heart shaking and loosing the will of everything. I cant share with anyone, because i have no one... But if there is anything I could do to heal you, but I have no idea too. I just only whisper to my Lord... Dear Lord... I am a man with full of sin... I am so low and been many times forgot about You. But I am humble kneel down on my knees... Begging... if You could take a way that pain... Dear my Lady, the one and only. I know i cant talk to you or make you any happy. But I will always be here beside you, to make you company. I know I am just no one, nothing and no exist, but will always be here for you in any shape you wanna be. All I can do now I am sorry... and I am hugging your shadow in my memory... And now... you told me you dont want me.. you want him to hug you, not me. And you also dont ...