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I am Sorry..

I cried.. not because I hurt.. But because I can feel your pain and hurt
You are in pain because you broke up with him... But I am so in pain

Tears drop down from my chin, heart shaking and loosing the will of everything. I cant share with anyone, because i have no one... But if there is anything I could do to heal you, but I have no idea too.

I just only whisper to my Lord... Dear Lord... I am a man with full of sin... I am so low and been many times forgot about You. But I am humble kneel down on my knees... Begging... if You could take a way that pain...

Dear my Lady, the one and only. I know i cant talk to you or make you any happy. But I will always be here beside you, to make you company. I know I am just no one, nothing and no exist, but will always be here for you in any shape you wanna be.

All I can do now I am sorry... and I am hugging your shadow in my memory...

And now... you told me you dont want me.. you want him to hug you, not me. And you also dont want to be touched by me... I know you are in hurt.. so I just smile and simply say i am sorry. But deep inside, my wound got bigger... and I am so full of hurt and sorry...

That would be all right dear.. i will do be any shape you wanna be. Torture me, hate me, do anything you want with me, if it can make you better, no need to sorry.

V'z whfg ab bar...
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