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The Agony

Hurt... Because You Still keeping half of me...
Hurt... Because other is the one and its not me...
Hurt... When I can see you online but not talk to me...
Hurt... When I miss her so much, but can only keep it for me...

This is my life, this is my agony
What can I say, this is my destiny
I do want to take a way that love out of me
But what can I say.. it buried deep inside of me

Dear my lady, the angel of mine
i can only whisper that you are fine
I have no idea on what to do
I just know what I felt, that I only love you

Dear my lady, please help me
or anyone around, please tell me
my heart beating so fast but i cant breath
I take a deep breath.. but cant heal the wound what the heck... :(
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