My Voiceless Screaming

Damai.... Senyum terkembang Angin berhembus Awan berarak.. Rambut melambai-lambai Angin berhembus indahnya alam lubang menganga besar bukan lah hampa Indah terasa Reff: Mata mu terpejam Hangat mu tersimpan indah nan rupawan Mata mu terpejam Hangat mu tersimpan Pesona memabukkan Bidadari terbang tak kan kubiarkan kau kembali pulang Tanpa diriku menyertaimu hingga akhir hayatku

Pukul 7 malam hari dalam malam yang sunyi Petik gitar ku berbunyi Sampaikan rindu di hati menanti kamu disini Kucing coklat hilir mudik Gelisah wakili hati Ku menanti dirimu kasih Nada-nada yang dirangkai hati Balut pedih susah di hati Reffx2: tenanglah kasihku hadirmu kutunggu janganlah engkau meragu Kucing coklat hilir mudik Gelisah wakili hati Ku menanti dirimu kasih Nada-nada yang dirangkai hati Balut pedih susah di hati x2

Starting today, hope a beautiful day I see the sky, but my mind in your eyes Working today shit but I am not okay Wish you are here be my side and lay Reff: No  I don't love you like the other says My feeling to you is bigger then said No I don't miss you like the other says I'm just dying while you cannot stay I am working and I do try hard now But you keep dancing on my mind like a show Starting today, hope a beautiful day My eyes to the sky, but my mind in your eyes my mind in your eyes... my mind in your eyes... my mind in your eyes...

Suaramu, bayangmu, senyummu, terbayang selalu Semakin berusaha melupakan, semakin membayang di kalbu Kamu, belahan jiwaku... Membuatku kehilangan kata2 rindukanmu Duhai kamu, yang ingin kusapa disana Tahukah kamu belahan hatiku masih kau bawa Kutahu dirimu telah ada yang lain Tapi hati ini tak jua bisa berpaling Kamu, kurengkuh sepenuh hati dalam sanubari Hangat terasa dan sakit tak terperi Darahku memancar dari belahan hati Ketika kupererat pelukan dalam diri Rindu ini terlarang Tapi aku semakin meradang Berdenyut... menyakitkan Duhai aku teramat sayang... Hufh...

Kutuggu dirimu yang terlelap hanyut dalam mimpi Kulihat wajahmu yang membahagiakan hati Waktu bergulir begitu lambat terasa Bahagia kurasakan tak terhingga rasanya Belenggu yang mengikat seumur hidupku Tak mampu lagi membuat hidupku kelu Kau hadir dalam setiap nafasku Kau simpan belahan hatiku dalam dirimu Reff: Duhai, kekasih kau buatku terlena Meski kau diam seribu bahasa Kutunggu dirimu, dalam setiap waktuku Hingga akhir hayat menjemput ajalku Waktu bergulir begitu lambat terasa Bahagia kurasakan tak terhingga rasanya Belenggu yang mengikat seumur hidupku Tak mampu lagi membuat hidupku kelu

Rasa Yang terukir didada Rasa Yang tercipta membara Rindu Yang terus menggelayut kalbu Teringat dirimu tak pernah kuragu Teringat dirimu tak lagi sendu Reff: Kuharap kau disini temani ku sendiri Arungi dunia bagai surga duniawi Meraih asa di dada Mengungkap rasa yang ada Menari bersatu dalam sukma ini Rasa Yang terukir didada Rasa Yang tercipta membara Rindu Yang terus menggelayut kalbu Teringat dirimu tak pernah kuragu Teringat dirimu tak lagi sendu Rasa...

I kept thinking and thinking so hard on how to prove my love to you... And I am sinking now in the ocean of truth that I love you... A big stone of love right on top of my chest make me hard to breath Dark all around me and light only come from your face, I am suffer to death I wish I could talk more but I can't I wish I could make a beautiful poem, I failed In my fever and cold, I'm just thinking of you In this heavy rain, I'm just hoping to hold you We are dancing under the dark shadow The shadow that never surrender and let you go You are insist to dance with the shadow All I can do just believe in you and let go At the end, i just put my smile on my face I give up my life to the destiny Hope i can go home and take a rest With you laying right beside me But I kept sinking and sinking With the hurt inside me I kept sinking and sinking To the deep ocean with my black dog right beside me

It seem quite normal Day so cloudy and dark like used to be But I felt like dying, crawl.. When you are not near me So dear wind We just hugged each other Then tears falling down She far away make me sobber Up and down like it used to be Tired of fighting, thinking when it gonna end Everyday trying to be happy But you and me know it only happen when we blend Just keep breathing dear You and me... Just keep hoping dear Happy ending we can see

What's the meaning of life? To keep breathing every day and walk through day by day? Watch the cloud moving, and the rain wash the earth? Fill the emptiness with anything you could find? Some trying to conquer it with their last breath Some trying to live the life to the fullest, with sorrow Some trying to find a meaning of it till they close their eyes Other just live just the way it is, keep walking day by day Flute can be heard from dense air Cheer of the day can be heard when you finally can meet her You are trying to hug her, but you realize you just grab an empty air So my dearest wind, as you can see that's how life is So what is life... cold, empty, dark and sorrow? Or lonely, heart breaking and low Nah... life is life... where we can cry and laugh Dark cloud is moving, rain is about to pour I am just waiting to meet her, to make my life has a meaning There it is.. my life is her Life has no meaning without her

A dense air Heavy to breath Became a target Became a punch bag The beast is about to rise I am just smiled and pleased I'm hurt not because hurted by her I'm hurt because the way he treated her I have nothing to lose I can let it out and let it be free But I'm not allow it Let me the one who hurt only My love to her is so pure, bold and deep And today, I let my beast to sleep

New city New life New smile New talk New neighbor New laugh But leaving from a shadow is not that easy Sometime we just don't want to leave it and let it be No push, No hurry Understanding and be wisely I can see it clearly and its okay for me I will always be here in any shape you want me to be Beside... for me, you are my reason, one and only

Wake up with fresh new air At the first time of my morning Deep sleep with my bear Easy wake with moaning I say hi with no worry I say love with honestly I miss you like crazy I wake up with hope and shiny Bear playing around while I am working Sun rise in my left, telling me how beautiful first morning to be First day of new life First day of new beginning With you and me smiling Birds singing with a beautiful orchestra Yellow sunrise added some extra I am just thinking about you And i felt warmth just imagine on how I hug and kiss you What a beautiful first morning Hope someday we can be together soon without worry

Begerak Gemulai Membayangi Lekat Memikat Memabukkan Bayangan menari Kaburkan nestapa Bak surgawi turun ke bumi Mewakili keindahan Illahi Indah melayang Membuat asa terbang hangat sibak kelu di hati remuk redam kesendirian Berdegup jantung ingin mendekap Haus kerontang rindukanmu Raih bayangmu dalam kalbu Peluk dirimu penuh rindu Sejuta kata terungkap Tapa satu kata terucap Aku terombang ambing dalam badai Tersiksa namun mebahagiakan Menari dengan bayangmu Perih teriris rasa merindu Bilakah ini sebuah mimpi Ku tak ingin terbangun dan meratapi Sosok temaram meliuk indah Menghela nafas melihat lekukmu Terobek dada memecah Tak sanggup menahan rindu Apa yang harus kuperbuat? Tertutup mata, tapi masih kulihat bayangmu Kuremas dada hentikan degupan Meleleh hangat dari sela jari-jariku... lelehan hangat rasakan rasa ini untukmu Aku sesak! Kuhirup nafas sebanyak kubisa Aku berasa dalam hampa udara Berputar pusing pening di kepala Menahan kata yang tak boleh terucap ungkapkan rasa Indah Hangat S...

Every joy Every sorrow Every emotions That it flows All I can think is you Shared with you You, the one and only No one else that I want it to be From the whole world You are the one is enough for me Thank you And I love you I am sorry for others Not because you are forgotten But for a fragile man like me Its better to keep me safe and keep my precious one only

Defect imperfect Old easy to crack My head inside You know it already My heart hurts You feel it already You know what I will do You made me promise to not to do Before I am telling you Your hug and smile heal me too I am sorry for what I am But love just come by itself we can't defend I will do my best to be with you Just the way you do your best even i hurt you Thank you...

Song can be heard, when closing your eyes and be quiet Sometime sad sometime full of joy But we are trying to be a duet And we are dancing with good oh boy Today my heart beats so fast Following the beat of the songs Songs of our life, the love and the clash But we kept dancing boldly nothing go wrong We hold each others, with blood all over We hug each others, with scars We keep dancing, with our broken wings hope for better We just keep smiling, though like in a bar Lonely, missing, loving, mixed to be a liquor of life And we drunk of it till sober You have your fight while i have mine too But I keep waiting here till seeing you How long this would be last? Will it be slow of fast? Just keep dancing babe.. Just keep dancing...

Today is so quite Hell of busy today for my soulmate Lucky seem the wind rides smoothly While I my own facing difficulty Today is so silence And so on days coming will happen But we both know the storms forming Keep building up wait till we are coming We did facing some of it now But I stated myself that I am not alone And also do hope you are too Since you have a difficulty too Ready or not, storm will coming And we both need to be strong If we can't be that strong, just sing As long as we are together nothing go wrong Today.. I smile I saw the wind blows the sky I can feel the silent of the day Hope we are ready dear, if not, just sing along and hug each other till end

The earth could be shaking the sky could be broken Tears could always flowing But it wont change a thing I love you so much dear and i cant stop this feeling.... Back to my seat with sweat all over from top to feet I just want you to know That I always love you No, I dont wanna be a hero I just come to you as a plain simple man who love you with lots of hurt and pain marked blue There is thorn a head so wtf? let's get through it! there is a big hole on our road So grab your hand, and fly over it with your wing damn it! There is a giant skeleton who block our way So grab my hand! and let me smash it with my sword! I have a broken wings, but you the one who have them now You have a broken fist, I am the one who have it now So what the fuck and march! (continue to packing my stuff)

I know you just trying to be strong for me I know I can't do anything to help you Except to trust you and you trust me And I am hugging you now while you hug me So yeah, I can finally moving my ass now While i kept thinking about you I can start to packing now And my mind keep occupied by you No, you are not all right just like me No I am refuse to give up Hope you can do like me Long road a head Can't be faced by laying my back on my seat With the pain of my body And the hurt in you and me I will keep walking... keep walking.. till my last drop of my blood to fight the happiness for you and me

I know we are in hardship I know your pain is deep I know you just want to stop breath But I will always be here Night so quite after we laugh But then the storm come and strike You slept with the tears But I will do my best to help you dear I know I can't help much with your struggle But you are not alone facing the obstacles Today the day is cloudy Hope tomorrow will be easy In this silent night I hold you Put you in my arms to comfort you I know its only in our mind Hope we can be together soon and we'll be fine I wish I could do more Put that burden on my shoulder Get you out from your horror And we will be happy forever But this is the reality dear But mark my word I will fight your fear Keep in mind that you are not alone Just we promised that we are bond I can't offer you anything except that I love you It's hard to see you like dying But I will always be with you