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Sunshine

Rain keep falling But I felt so happy I can see my darling After long time no see Every time I see her She can make me smiling Although so far to reach her I am already happy Today is cloudy But what I felt is sunny Her presence is out there But I can feel inside me Sunshine is in my heart Whenever I can see her Sunshine is in my heart Although I cant reach her V'z whfg ab bar...

Do I Need the Beast?

I have the beast inside me After fighting for years Today I can tame it finally But I felt something wrong around me I am back to reality Where many damages and casualties I have no idea what to do Since most of the time the beast help me do My angel is busy I also have no devil beside me I am so lonely I miss my beast to company My life in high risk I just found it in reality I felt confuse how should be Do I need the beast to help me? All this time the beast make me confident To fight all obstacles and challenges The beast helps me with tears To feel hurt and sad as my friend in nears I knew at the end i will hopeless Weaker body and feeling useless But honesty now I dunno what to do In this reality I have no clue V'z whfg ab bar...

The Beast Dancing

LOL you will always like this! Guilty for anything Guilty for any sins Cursed on anyone who touch you The beast said that Humiliate me and make me sad But what can I say... I am just like that.. The beast dancing on his own So happy seeing me in misery I just made another stupidity Hope they can forgive me Hurt in my chest Hurt in my heart I m just a shit Dancing with the beast I hate this world so much I hate myself so much I hate my hand, my chest, everything! Err.. not my head, i have promised that I let the beast dancing inside I company him and let myself burning V'z whfg ab bar...

Hold Myself

I knew you are busy now But I do so missing you I hold myself now Not to bother you I am alone now dunno what to do I want to call you now But there is not much i can do Every single word you sent Is precious for me Its like a present that you gave for me I sent my prayer Hope you succeed Hope God answer With all you wanted V'z whfg ab bar...

Hole

When I just open my eyes I immediately realize I search someone for nothing I missing you my darling I can feel the hole in my heart I can feel the wind blows inside Make it hurts me instead I missing you so much Today is about to begin I hope you can passed and win Overcome all the obstacles Both of brain or muscle V'z whfg ab bar

The Beast Laughing

I thought I have seen all All your tricks and your styles Today I didn't realize That you are cunning whole day I was so glad to heard that voice When my angel woke up and called me honey I love the way you yawn When you lay there at dawn Then when my angel went to heaven I felt so weak and sleepy So I let my body to sleep easily Till sun rise and in its mighty Woke up I felt still so weak I just go to pray and eat But I still cant stand to my feet I thought I'm just sick and need to sleep So I sleep again till another pray When I woke up I sent my prayer I felt my body so hurt And I started to sad The sun just about to set Now I know the beast has laughing When I felt that hurt thing In my chest but not that hurting Its so smooth and hard to see Without that big wound or tears I just felt sad and hopeless All I want just a hugging from my dearest... V'z whfg ab bar PS: Now I understand why my bear insist to company me whole day...

Wonder

I fall asleep on my desk While everyone around me busy Look at my clock, it was nice deep sleep I wonder what they did Today the sky so bright Some birds flight and whistle I count them so many I wonder who their father from many There was a plane fly over head Big white on the body and green on its tail I wonder where its heading I wonder who are they inside them I wish them safe journey Was talk with my angel She looks red and hot like chili I can see she is so fresh and healthy I wonder how she could help her friends Hope everything all right and smoothly How about me? I dunno why i am hell so sleepy I wonder how the beast inside me While i am this weak and sleepy Even my bear show his belly This so funny V'z whfg ab bar

Source of All Mistakes

Here I am, with pride and glory Stand up on the highest mountain With confident I said again I am the source of all mistakes! Don't blame anyone who near me Or angry for those who touch me Cause I am the one and only I am the source of all mistakes! Don't get me wrong, I get used with it From the egg became an eagle Everyone around mad of me I am the source of all mistakes! So please be understand For anyone who is meant for me Don't blame them Cause it break my heart Let me the one to blame I am the source of all mistakes! V'z whfg ab bar

Cover

I get used with it From I was a kid I put smile on my face Hide my hurt inside it I get used with it One of my bones broken I put smile on my face Hide my hurt inside it I get used with it My friends play happy and be friend I show my anger on my face Hide my jealous inside it I get used with it In my home something not right But my housemate saw her poker face Hide her uneasy inside it I get used with it My kid wake up late She angry and sworn to get up early so she can pray Just to hide she wanna play V'z whfg ab bar

My Poem

My angel is rest now My beast seem to hide My devil is gone And I am all right My poem is simple My poem is typed My poem is light But inside is about my life and death I knew where I am belong I lived in my cave Crawl beneath the earth Can't be compared with those creatures who fly above I sent my prays for anything fly above Cause I don't have nothing to offer except simple words Sun is rising and the bear meowing But I am all right Hm.. I felt my beast is about to rise Something I can feel in my chest inside I never take it or anything lightly But I am all right The air seem to dense now My bear keep meowing Persistent to sleep on my lap while I refusing But I am all right My poem is simple My poem is typed My poem is light But inside is about my life and death But I am all right V'z whfg ab bar

The Devil

My angel is sleeping now And I missing her The tail of the devil touch my face And I tried to ignore her My angel is awake now And I missing her The horn of the devil stab my ass And I tried to ignore her My angel keep talking now And I still missing her The devil licking my ear And I tried to ignore her My angel healed just now And I still missing her The devil stay still now And I hesitate to call her I am so missing you my angel... And the devil heard my loneliness I am so missing you my angel And she said her sorry and her smile fix me Then the angel sleep again While my heart still want her I dunno what to do And the devil company me V'z whfg ab bar

You Are Safe

Dear my angel, my breath and my soul Sleep well and no worry my dear Storm has passed and roll You are safe now here I can hear your slowly breathe I can hear the peace in your sleep I can hear my heart beats I tried hard to keep quiet Dear my lady and my blood I cant bear my heart again While the beast inside me can slain I let my heart inside you as heaven So dear my lady No matter what happen to me You are safe from me My pure bold heart inside you While I kept the beast inside me If someday I can't tame the beast If someday you cant handle me no more If someday you said enough Just stab my heart inside you to stop me So you are safe from me Let it be me no more V'z whfg ab bar

Worry

As you all can see My angel's wings were fixed She is more happy then ever But I am worry She is so happy so she can fly so high And I am worry She is so happy so she fly so fast And I am so worry She is dancing over the moon And I am so worry She is doing seek and hide behind the cloud And I am so worry Worry her wings will broken Worry she will fall down Worry she will forget about me Worry she fly too high and never come back to me While my heart inside her taken of me My wings broken still With many holes in it And I kept my head look up high But for you my angel, my heart and soul I will support you as long as you are happy V'z whfg ab bar

Fighting the Beast

For decades I have fight it The beast that make me like shit Trying to see it weakness Hope I always defeat it and rest But today I let my guard low It strikes me and give me a big blow Its the first time when i just open my eyes After I slept and covering my ass Lucky for me there she is The devil with her lashes The beast show its furry But she can tame it finally But, she is so sleepy After having its glory Left me thought I am free But the beast is foxy It strikes me again make me in pain Im sick of myself and tired But there she go my Angel come With her beauty make the beast calm And finally, the beast defeated I kneel down and looks shabbily The Angel fly again to the heaven I hate myself more then ever V'z whfg ab bar

A Song

I heard a song, so beautiful From the rain that so cheerful I let my body wet in the rainy I run and scream with happy Then I realize that happened long time ago When I was a kid and play solo Now I am here look at the rain Hoping I can play in the rain I also scream now but in agony My body is weak and can't that happy The beast inside me cheer with glory I let my guard down and let it conquer me Earth stood still Rain come and go Don’t worry dear The beast will go I just lay now And let the time to heal Cause I knew, I will live still Just give me a time dear My body can’t handle it anymore Don’t worry dear Don’t be afraid no more I still enjoy the song From the rain that coming On my bed I lay on I rest till my body is fine V'z whfg ab bar...

Magic Cloak

Once upon a time there was a man with his magic cloak Unfortunately he has lump on his back, but he cover it with his cloak One day he took some woods, put it on his lump and cover it well In his way home, he meets a girl that telling her story well The man so happy that he can be trusted The man feeling all right though burden in his back Suddenly wind blows and fly away his cloak The girls surprised and stop telling her story She has so many reasons to say her sorry And there she go, went out left the man stand up pity There was a man with his magic cloak, with his lump on his back Been holding the burden on his back for decades He has to admit that he has that defect He doesn’t worry with his defect, he just sorry why the wind fly away his cloak V'z whfg ab bar...

Speechless

Rejected Unwanted Useless Not worthy You are nothing You just no one You cant be compared with them You are disease You are the source of the problem You are the one to be blamed All the arrows, thrown by the dark side hit me In my broken wings Crawling against the wind I kept walking Against the odd Trying to help the goddess or could be the angel, anything who you wanna be But one by one the arrows started to deeper and deeper I am trying hard to conquer But be realistic Everyone has their own time I should be the one who need to buy time till one of them ready to call me Cause i am very lonely... V'z whfg ab bar...

Funny

This morning I found my body laying I cant tell my body to get up My head stick to the pillow spinning This so funny Blanket wrap my body I hide my hand under my body But I still felt cold buddy This so funny Hurt can felt to the bone Hurt can felt in the stomach Hurt can felt to the throat This so funny I am so greedy Got an angel and devil to take care of me But none can stroke my hair and comfort me This so funny So I just lay my back to my chair Trying to work since my client dont care I laugh with agony This so funny The best of all, I still have my joy I can see her smile boy! My angel the one and only This so funny V'z whfg ab bar

Being Honest

I thought you could be the one I can forget my forbidden love I can be the normal one Guess I was wrong, I felt no one I thought I could leave her Stop being a threat for the love one But what can I say I tried too With the best I could, I still love her I thought you are stronger With your horn and crusher When the beast wake up inside me You can defeat it and conquer You said dont put hope on you I did but the hope grows I felt being special one But well, when you told your dark secret, I am fine OTH, when my lover told her pain It hurts me so bad when my angel told her dark secret with him I almost fainted and world like end Now in this morning I miss both of you calling Hurt started to rampage When I felt I am being the lonely one Everything wont be the same One thing for sure I will always with my dark one Trying hard to tame it and hope hurt no one In this time only Always you the one who called me "ding" here you go. You still my special one V'z whfg ab bar

What Should I Do?

One hell of a day For no reason, so many calls From zero to many But most of them share their pity What should I do? Since I am the only When they need my cares And they are in their sadness Should I shun them And tell my sorry? Meanwhile, normal living just about to begin I tried to work, just like other human being What should I do? Since I am the only On the other hand, I got my special one Those angels who help me stand By the time they need my help, I cant stand What should I do? Since I only a man Now I need to write them down to lesser the pressure in my mind But how can I freely to express them While everyone can read them How about if what I wrote make them guilty? Or worse.. harm them and feel sorry? What should I do? Should I stop what I do? I afraid to be free I dunno how suppose to be For what I have seen I do hope to be other body who is normal not like me What should I do? Dear God please help me... What should I do? My h

Wake Up

Clicking on something Waiting for something Looking at the clock And i am counting Playing on those in block Listen to her sing The bell still not ring And my heart ache for living When you will wake up Hope you are well and sharp V'z whfg ab bar

Welcome Back

Hesitation, when I want to said that Since the angel, always did that She said already back to her shape And in one second, She is in bad shape But I knew now is different Cause I can feel what happened That joy last for long That smile like a happy song So, welcome back my angel My breath and my soul Hope I didn't do the same mistake Like something that I regret You are not alone now to tame me There is another angel now beside me More cruel then me With her horn and bravery I know i am greedy I have both of them now beside me I bet everyone on this world envy Cause I have them where they dont have any V'z whfg ab bar

Worry of Me

Looking at them They both are special for me Starring at them Both opposite but can control of me Worry of me I am afraid became a burden Worry of me I am afraid I will lose them Worry of me I will harm them Worry of me I dunno what to talk with them Worry of me There will be a fight between them Worry of me My life depend to them For others, they just simply human For me, both are the world all of them V'z whfg ab bar...

My Warmth

Sun is not rise yet Cold can be felt to the bone While others on their bed With their beloved one in one bond Warmth spread under the blanket Just like love that they fond Me too having those Overslept on my hard table On my work's chair like a boss Warmth from my laptop on my table I have my hope too Just like all of you I just only waiting Till one of them calling As you can see, I maybe greedy I have more then any of you "Ding".. there you go... My hope just grow V'z whfg ab bar...

Life or Death

Simply normal living Maybe easy like ice cream I tried to following But its hard for me Laugh together with joy Could be fun thing I tried too boy But oh boy... I almost dying Joking around about something Looks like fun while talking I tried too and talking But I almost died sinking What about made a joke while i am struggling? Its hurting like a knife stabbing Made a joke for what I will do to make it easy? It just digging and make the wound more bleeding For the rest, joking maybe just laughing But for me, its about life or death fighting For the rest, blogging maybe for fun thing But for me, Its a way so save my life from dying Don't be alarmed, its not your mistake Since I am the one is the mistake Don't sorry for anything you did Because you didn't do any wrong, I'm the one who bid Bid and trying to have something just everyone had End up hurting myself, something that i tried to hide So... I am sorry I think I will choose l

Silence of the World

I called all of them to make my day busy They answered, most of them to make my day sunny By the time I silence almost none of them contact me I dont need many to make me shiny I only need you, not many By the time you are gone In this world I felt alone I want to contact you But I afraid you are tired I want to call you But I afraid you are bored I just stay here till the time is old to enjoy the Silence of the World V'z whfg ab bar...

Life

World could be in chaos We could be in another fight Ppl would struggle in gross But no matter what happen, life still walking right The sky catch each other With the rain and thunder but still.. world spinning and those who hurt can have their own smiling Now we could be in peace For how long? We wont know All I know just do our best While the dark side will waiting to show That's how life is, right? We fall and rise One can came and go And everyone at the end will have their own purpose Maybe for some need another reason But for some are not Its simply life day by day That's how life is V'z whfg ab bar...

Terrified

I thought that wont come anymore The nightmare that I am afraid for After the smile and the cheerful I knew the dark side will come in full The silence pace can be felt Waiting till the horror  arrived Then there you go, the dark side that you are waiting for Come to terror you, and to whom you are asking help for? She has her smile again Its hurt me more when I remember I ever destroyed her No.. I will keep this pain inside No.. I will dried my tears alone No.. I wont spoil the sun light With my pathetic black wagon The more I saw you smile The more I am so afraid to broke you more The more I saw your joy The more I am so afraid to destroy I will tell her later I will ... but not now.. i wont spoil today joy with my stupid horror V'z whfg ab bar

Distraction

Its not coincident, I just need a help And I got it, by listening to those list I got calm and finally can slept But is it only a distraction? Or another new threat? Carpe Diem That's all we can do Carpe Diem That's the best we can do I love her still, but I felt changes I'm not tortured anymore but thanks V'z whfg ab bar...

Disease

Yes,  I am the source of it Stay away from me, or you will get infected All things from me are no good Except ruining your mood Don't worry about me, I get used with it Punished that I am the source of all sick All I have just a burden That will make your life harden All I have just bad stuff Can only make your day fucked off I am disease So its okay if you hurt me V'z whfg ab bar

Drained Out

New morning, and I drained out I just numb here, empty staring Dunno what to do, dunno what to work out Just can only waiting from Your blessing I am so weak now, even to only breathing Daily life waiting, but I am about to passed out My bear offer his help, but cant do nothing The wound so big, I dunno how to sort it out Empty morning, empty desire I need help indeed from my sire But I know I am waiting for nothing Just so hopeless till someone caring My love is forbidden My desire is null My fight spirit none The dark has win today with cruel V'z whfg ab bar...

Mistake

And I did it again I just want to talk but I ruining it again I just did another mistake Almost everyday I seem so much clueless Want to company her, but end up hopeless But I knew this is not her fault Its because she keep her sadness and not let it out I don't mind dear if you keep mad of me As long as you can express the real you to me I'm not good listener I knew My care to you became another arrow Hurt me, punch me, I don't care As long as you are free, that what I care I kept pray for you, hope you are well Will do my best for you, though I will fight hell I did my mistake again And I dont regret it Cause no matter how hard the rain I still love you and hope I can do the right V'z whfg ab bar

1st Day

1st day back to my cave Is the hardest day Heart so mixed up I still love you till this day I felt my life is useless I felt no joy as well But I know killing me is useless It only bring me to hell How come there is such feeling like this? So painful and yet so beautiful One way in love is a fantasy One thing for sure I am so missing you V'z whfg ab bar...

Still Loving

Morning is coming Eyes are opening Heart still Shaking And I still loving Take a deep breath I did Keep growing the love and creed What should I seek? While you are all I need Day passed by Hero live and die Wish to stop loving you But the story still continue I still love you

Waiting

When you just no one You can only waiting... When you are hoping she message you You can only waiting... When you see her online You can only waiting... When you sent her message... You can only waiting... When you missing her so much You can only waiting... When you want her so bad You can only waiting... When you love her so deep And you can only waiting... V'z whfg ab bar...

Surrender

Every sparks come up, You throw it to me I'm surrender.. Every sorrow you felt, You made me a target I'm surrender... Every mistake happened, you blame on me I'm surrender Every bad things happened, you target on me I'm surrender I can only offer my smile... even not as bright as used to be I can only offer my heart though half of it still in you dear Im just so damn lucky that you still want to talk to me No matter what happen to me, you are worth to die for me V'z whfg ab bar...

Chaos

In my chaos, i need you most But all you think of is him In my chaos, I afraid to lost But you not aware of me, for you everything is about him  I dont blame you Because you love him I can only stay here beside you Just to hear from you everything about him Hurt no more, Sad still there But I know who I am and where I am belong As long you are happy dear I will be happy for so long So here I am, with the bear company me I need to strong although i am lonely V'z whfg ab bar

New Hope

The worst nightmare just passed I faced it and not run way We still have many challenged faced But we optimist we could make it all the way You hurt now i knew just the way I hurt You are brand new now So do I included But we just did one big step Hope we both wont give up Hope you can get nice slept And hope bright future when we wake up No matter what will happen later I do hope we can keep make it Hope tomorrow will be better For both of us even only a small bit V'z whfg ab bar

Cheated

I knew you cheated on me But I cant do the same why? I want to have fun with others too But I cant... why? I'm still bounded with my promise to you To keep my loyalty till end Though you have broken it why I cant do the same? You have less care to me now Dont even bother to tell whole of your story Dont even ask anything on how i am doing But dunno why.. I cant do the same I have no idea I dunno what to do I'm so lost cause I still love you I am not beast like used to be now I am also not demon like the old one I am just some one Who are trying to live day by day alone V'z whfg ab bar

Dog Astray

Its better to feel that again Furry inside, the rage in me So it can push me forward No need care from anyone to sympathy me Who the fuck i am anyway I don't deserve that love and care I am just a dog astray Stop hoping for care You have felt enough love You have felt enough care Only few portion for you is enough You cant deserve like anyone though I am grateful for what I am The beast and no one strong enough to accept for what i am V'z whfg ab bar

The Angel

Long time ago there was a fallen angel So beautiful and always help me in the struggle Now she has back to the heaven Left me behind and broken I thought I can say finally When she reach my heart directly After she brought my wall down I surrendered to her all my own I did my mistake that I regret She could helped me while Im not Universe revenged that what I get She found a better one that she got It hurts and tortured me to death But I still love her deep in my heart Now what matter is her happiness All I can do is pray and hope her the best In my weak, broken and hopeless I should feel when he hurts her But now I can understand her love endless Cause she still love him though he hurts her By the time goes by I finally can see your smile Now you have strong wings to fly And you said u never say bye You said you happy now and be free Can go anywhere without worry Ofc I'm so damn happy But at the same time I felt agony The angel sti

Bitter of Truth

I wish I could tell you a lie Reasoning on why he did that But I have no clue what should I try He ignored you, that made me sad I could only hug you Here in my mind Hope everything good for you Hope you are fine In my long journey I sent my prayer Hope you can make it To win this fight How about me? What do I need? Turn out I'm just happy As long as you are happy V'z whfg ab bar

No Worry

From your talking... I can see how low your self esteem now From what are you doing I can see how in shit you are now No worry dear, I trust you Soon or later you will stand up again I know dear, you need to fix you Be patience dear, will always here in the rain I trust God on this I witness how powerful He is Don't worry sis Will always pray for this The universe seem to dark now We have rocky road ahead But no worry and don't confuse how God will show what He had V'z whfg ab bar

Only You

Contacted many ppls Chit chat so many topics Laugh and smile on some But still.. those can't make me calm Few words from you Can replaced whole world Small talk with you Defeat all those crowd Hope your silence break at last Hope you can manage your crush Hope your smile can rise Hope you can be nice Will always pray for you dear Will always be here for you dear Take your time dear Will wait till my last breath dear :) V'z whfg ab bar

Beating So Fast

I dunno what happen out there My heart beating so fast I dunno what's goin on out there My heart I can feel so crush I just can only hold you dear Here in my mind I just can only pray for you here Wish you are fine I whisper to God, saying your name Hope God make you strong I whisper to God, saying your name Hope God give you wisdom V'z whfg ab bar

The Beginning

My caregiver burnt out I need to look it out Start seeking help out From the strangers that I don't know about I need to be strong, so I can help her out I need to fix myself, so I can take care of her Dear Lord give me a word So I can get a good healer V'z whfg ab bar...

Not Alone

"Open your eyes and tell me what you see Am I among the forgotten? Please say you remember me" Those lyric hits me so hard... And I cried out loud... "We know you're there somewhere inside I say a prayer for you to smile Looks like the angels owe me one today But I stay strong, I know it won't be long Till I see the old days" "Open your eyes and say hello Open your mind and just let go Tell me to get the remote So we can watch your favourite show" "And ruffle my hair and say it's bad and tell me there's chocolate in your handbag And tell me just how much I've grown And let me know I'm not alone" "It happens too fast I find it all so strange I never knew that this could happen I blinked once, and everything had changed " "We understand good things don't last But I'd give anything just to see you laugh Looks like the angels owe me one today But I stay strong I know it won't be l

Suffer and Offer

After I listened to your voice sent to him... I'm confuse... Which one is the hardest one... Between feeling my own pain.. or feeling the pain from how suffer you are And turned out... the pain is intense when I saw you suffer So.. I choose to be strong and stay beside you and sent my offer I dont have anything except the heart that is nothing the heart that has torn apart and broken wings And yup, you keep rejecting So I just smile but not give up put my head up hope she can stand up Let alone me I will be all right Just take your time I will just smile V'z whfg ab bar

Cried

When I just can't say any words Except cried... When I just can't hope anything Just accept the fate... I hurt and in pain so much... But can only keep it for my own While you are the one i can talk But you have problem of your own But dont you know that you are not alone? Dont you know that I am not pretend to understand you Dont you know that I am not trying to be wise ? I do felling those feeling too! Because I love you and I cant have you I want to be strong... so I can stay right beside you But i dunno for how long Cause im weaker then I wanna do But you are my reason.. I gtg see to see you smile again You are my reason.. I gtg wake up and strong again My smile on my face.. Bright day a head New breath i get With tears still runs what the heck V'z whfg ab bar

Arrow

Every words you said now like an arrow Fired and bullseye right to the heart I'm shaking, wounded, blood burst out But I stood up, and keep playing my art The art God given to me is dark The art of survival I got is hard You did many things with him like we were one heart I accepted this as punishment for my bad You talk about your time together with him as i am no one It hurt so much and doubled because i can feel your feeling But.. I am all right Shoot your arrow, anytime anywhere dear I am ready for you, the one that i care V'z whfg ab bar

Miss You

hufh... 9 AM, 4 hours from your last message Time seem to run slowly, like a decade Can't think clearly and work to be great I m just so missing you in every of my breath V'z whfg ab bar

Way To Heal Me

The pressure today is so heavy I am really in agony But when I read your email firstly I can smile and be happy Now I know way to heal me Reading those words from you please me I can remember how you love me And those memory erase my agony Dear my lady, my soul and my breath Take your time hope you can make it Up side down you feel the earth But that pain you need to live with And no matter what happen I will always be here for you Till we can reach our heaven I will always beside you V'z whfg ab bar

I'm Just No One

I get used to use that title as my status And now its proven again, i am just no one I am glad you trust me by sharing all your pain and emotion with him I hurt for a while but i am okay You shared your deep feeling and letter to him I am shaking, take a deep breath many times, but I can smile The fact that you love me before... now revealed You just runaway :) I immediately can understand everything clearly This is my role God given to me Helping people around. and now my family I dont mind being like this, as long you are happy Ofc what I said is just BS, i am someone for one or two But well, the true mining of it, only me i knew Should I sorry for myself? No i dont need too I am proud of me, and still i love you V'z whfg ab bar

Alone

I am so missing you, but I know you wanna be alone So I leave you, hope I can see you around I am missing you, I don't have anyone to talk too But you have your own issue, I know what you need to do Ah well.. this how life is Just live through it just the way it is I will do my best for you By helping your dream come true Don't need to think of me, I am okay Don't think to take care of me, I am just a dog astray No worry about me, I will just live day by day No need to cheer me, my soul is in you, be happy and I will happy all the way V'z whfg ab bar

Fate...

All has been ordered.. all has been stated I love you, but you left You love him, but he left The bear still there and no one left Share the burden my lady Me and the bear will take too Be strong and be brave my lady Cause we gonna strong too I knew you can't feel me now But I feel you All has been arranged by God We all can only follow and do I gtg live with it, with smile and lonely Feel what you feel and mind as well Hope you can bear with it dearly Till the time come and hear the ring of bell I love you still dear honey You love him still baby Tha's would be our fate Till we have our own glory V'z whfg ab bar

New Hope

New year is coming, and i am so glad Last night of this year, I still got your back New year is coming, I am relieved Last night of this year, I still live I can see tomorrow, with new hope Hope both of us can get new dope To make a better living, for you and me To give benefit for every creature living We left the dark year, face new beginning We have our own love, with its own meaning Hope I will be good for you, with the best I could You still my future and feel your care in my blood Wish you all the best dear and happy new year I still love you dear and hope wont do any bad near V'z whfg ab bar