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Fate...

All has been ordered.. all has been stated
I love you, but you left
You love him, but he left
The bear still there and no one left

Share the burden my lady
Me and the bear will take too
Be strong and be brave my lady
Cause we gonna strong too

I knew you can't feel me now
But I feel you
All has been arranged by God
We all can only follow and do

I gtg live with it, with smile and lonely
Feel what you feel and mind as well
Hope you can bear with it dearly
Till the time come and hear the ring of bell

I love you still dear honey
You love him still baby
Tha's would be our fate
Till we have our own glory

V'z whfg ab bar

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