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Fighting the Beast

For decades I have fight it
The beast that make me like shit
Trying to see it weakness
Hope I always defeat it and rest

But today I let my guard low
It strikes me and give me a big blow
Its the first time when i just open my eyes
After I slept and covering my ass

Lucky for me there she is
The devil with her lashes
The beast show its furry
But she can tame it finally

But, she is so sleepy
After having its glory
Left me thought I am free
But the beast is foxy

It strikes me again make me in pain
Im sick of myself and tired
But there she go my Angel come
With her beauty make the beast calm

And finally, the beast defeated
I kneel down and looks shabbily
The Angel fly again to the heaven
I hate myself more then ever

V'z whfg ab bar

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