Fighting the Beast

For decades I have fight it
The beast that make me like shit
Trying to see it weakness
Hope I always defeat it and rest

But today I let my guard low
It strikes me and give me a big blow
Its the first time when i just open my eyes
After I slept and covering my ass

Lucky for me there she is
The devil with her lashes
The beast show its furry
But she can tame it finally

But, she is so sleepy
After having its glory
Left me thought I am free
But the beast is foxy

It strikes me again make me in pain
Im sick of myself and tired
But there she go my Angel come
With her beauty make the beast calm

And finally, the beast defeated
I kneel down and looks shabbily
The Angel fly again to the heaven
I hate myself more then ever

V'z whfg ab bar

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Hidup Dalam Kenangan

Dear diary, Lagi pengen nulis lagi untuk hari ini, tiba-tiba teringat lagi kenangan yang telah lalu bersama angel, bagaimana kami berpetualang di alam, yup, alam kebetulan adalah hal yang kami sukai berdua, walopun terlambat untuk diketahui oleh kami. Salah satunya yang terlintas dalam benakku adalah ketika kami melakukan perjalanan ke pemandian air belerang di suatu tempat di daerah Tangerang. Perjalanan jauh yang seru dan kami menikmatinya. Setiba disana kami pun berendam di kolam yang tersedia, kolam-kolam dengan air memutih karena belerang dan asap yang mengepul. Setelah sekian lama berendam dan kami mengakhirinya, kami langsung kembali pulang setelah sempat berhenti untuk makan di tengah jalan. Ketika tiba di rumah, kami kok merasakan kelelahan yang amat sangat, badan berasa rontok dan lemas sekali. Dan ternyata, barulah kami tersadar bila kami terlalu lama berendam setelah membaca dari google. Dear diary, Aku tersenyum sendiri mengingat itu. Yup, saat ini aku hanya bis...

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No Worry

From your talking... I can see how low your self esteem now From what are you doing I can see how in shit you are now No worry dear, I trust you Soon or later you will stand up again I know dear, you need to fix you Be patience dear, will always here in the rain I trust God on this I witness how powerful He is Don't worry sis Will always pray for this The universe seem to dark now We have rocky road ahead But no worry and don't confuse how God will show what He had V'z whfg ab bar

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