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New Hope

The worst nightmare just passed
I faced it and not run way
We still have many challenged faced
But we optimist we could make it all the way

You hurt now i knew
just the way I hurt
You are brand new now
So do I included

But we just did one big step
Hope we both wont give up
Hope you can get nice slept
And hope bright future when we wake up

No matter what will happen later
I do hope we can keep make it
Hope tomorrow will be better
For both of us even only a small bit

V'z whfg ab bar
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