Do I Need the Beast?

I have the beast inside me
After fighting for years
Today I can tame it finally
But I felt something wrong around me

I am back to reality
Where many damages and casualties
I have no idea what to do
Since most of the time the beast help me do

My angel is busy
I also have no devil beside me
I am so lonely
I miss my beast to company

My life in high risk
I just found it in reality
I felt confuse how should be
Do I need the beast to help me?

All this time the beast make me confident
To fight all obstacles and challenges
The beast helps me with tears
To feel hurt and sad as my friend in nears

I knew at the end i will hopeless
Weaker body and feeling useless
But honesty now I dunno what to do
In this reality I have no clue

V'z whfg ab bar...

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Hidup Dalam Kenangan

Dear diary, Lagi pengen nulis lagi untuk hari ini, tiba-tiba teringat lagi kenangan yang telah lalu bersama angel, bagaimana kami berpetualang di alam, yup, alam kebetulan adalah hal yang kami sukai berdua, walopun terlambat untuk diketahui oleh kami. Salah satunya yang terlintas dalam benakku adalah ketika kami melakukan perjalanan ke pemandian air belerang di suatu tempat di daerah Tangerang. Perjalanan jauh yang seru dan kami menikmatinya. Setiba disana kami pun berendam di kolam yang tersedia, kolam-kolam dengan air memutih karena belerang dan asap yang mengepul. Setelah sekian lama berendam dan kami mengakhirinya, kami langsung kembali pulang setelah sempat berhenti untuk makan di tengah jalan. Ketika tiba di rumah, kami kok merasakan kelelahan yang amat sangat, badan berasa rontok dan lemas sekali. Dan ternyata, barulah kami tersadar bila kami terlalu lama berendam setelah membaca dari google. Dear diary, Aku tersenyum sendiri mengingat itu. Yup, saat ini aku hanya bis...

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This is what I felt also... :(

No Worry

From your talking... I can see how low your self esteem now From what are you doing I can see how in shit you are now No worry dear, I trust you Soon or later you will stand up again I know dear, you need to fix you Be patience dear, will always here in the rain I trust God on this I witness how powerful He is Don't worry sis Will always pray for this The universe seem to dark now We have rocky road ahead But no worry and don't confuse how God will show what He had V'z whfg ab bar

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