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Terrified

I thought that wont come anymore
The nightmare that I am afraid for

After the smile and the cheerful
I knew the dark side will come in full

The silence pace can be felt
Waiting till the horror  arrived

Then there you go, the dark side that you are waiting for
Come to terror you, and to whom you are asking help for?

She has her smile again
Its hurt me more when I remember I ever destroyed her

No.. I will keep this pain inside
No.. I will dried my tears alone
No.. I wont spoil the sun light
With my pathetic black wagon

The more I saw you smile
The more I am so afraid to broke you more
The more I saw your joy
The more I am so afraid to destroy

I will tell her
later
I will ...
but not now..
i wont spoil today joy with my stupid horror

V'z whfg ab bar
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