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Drained Out

New morning, and I drained out
I just numb here, empty staring
Dunno what to do, dunno what to work out
Just can only waiting from Your blessing

I am so weak now, even to only breathing
Daily life waiting, but I am about to passed out
My bear offer his help, but cant do nothing
The wound so big, I dunno how to sort it out

Empty morning, empty desire
I need help indeed from my sire
But I know I am waiting for nothing
Just so hopeless till someone caring

My love is forbidden
My desire is null
My fight spirit none
The dark has win today with cruel

V'z whfg ab bar...
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