My Voiceless Screaming

Loosing my hand Who care?! Loosing my mind Who the fuck care?! They said help please I help them They said come here right away I did my best to run I fall down Sweating Tired Sick Fever Hurt but.... WHO CARE! Please do this do that come on please put that That bull can do this, why this bull can't? I drawing and put the picture on the big fuckin wide big poster but WHO CARE?! Don't you all see that I defend whole world from rain of meteors and aliens and I still doing my best for all of you?! but.... WHO CARE?!!!

"How come you can protect the one you love while you can't protect yourself?" Yeah... "That's why that happened, that's your mistake you can't make it to protect her" Yeah... "Does it hurt now?" Yeah.... "So why bother? No one give a damn shit about you" Hm.. some of them still "Well, the fact that you are alone now, just look at to your screen without no one to talk too" Yeah... "And this is weekend, they are having their time and better without you!" Yeah... "So where are the angel, devil, or any one who think really care about you?! lol" .. *silence* "Your angel left you because you are a burden for her" Yeah... "You see the wind or the devil but you are to afraid to talk and became nuisance for them" Yeah... "So, the best friend of yours now is me" Yeah.. "I am the one who help you keep survive with rage, anger, hate, sad a...

Its better to feel that again Furry inside, the rage in me So it can push me forward No need care from anyone to sympathy me Who the fuck i am anyway I don't deserve that love and care I am just a dog astray Stop hoping for care You have felt enough love You have felt enough care Only few portion for you is enough You cant deserve like anyone though I am grateful for what I am The beast and no one strong enough to accept for what i am V'z whfg ab bar

I scream out loud... tears drop from my chin... I feel your agony and feel your pain I hate him so much for not loving you but I knew you want him happy although he hurts you I scream out loud and i am so in pain... I didnt show how bad I am since you need me in rain Dear my angel, my heart, my soul, my breath.. I can only be here for you in my very bad Feel that pain my lady, feel that sorrow Hope you can win, and later can face tomorrow Now let's embrace it... and surrender by God willing, tomorrow will be better And me... just dont think of me.. let me drawn in this furry and pain! FUCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCK huhuhu V'z whfg ab bar

I felt like a dirt... unwanted, rejected I felt like I needed, as a target of your furious raged I think i am a creep.. but now, I fully accept it Let me be your anything, as long as you can make it Spit on me hate me mock me sinister to me mad of me torture me rage, anger, everything just explode it to me I am strong, i can bear with it, as long you are happy On the end... I kept walking on the earth Crawling beneath the land... Hoping for some one.. That I believe will never come... V'z whfg ab bar...