Help Me..

So many things in my mind
I do afraid to be left behind
I miss her so deeply
But can't tell her too many

Take a deep breath repeatedly
Hope to calm down my misery
I have the hole inside and its empty
Can't heal it up and I'm envy

Day after day i am weaker
Laying on my bed and can only whisper
Dear my lady half of my heart
I am missing u so much

What will happen to me
Dear Lord please help me

hufh...