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Dream Always Has End

Years being together
Hope will be last forever
But this is only a dream
At the end, you pushed to choose him

Good bye the oath that has been taken
It only words to be burden
We chosen the way of impossible
We learnt the lesson that we taken

At the end, there is only me and my black dog
Hope only for those who has light
despite the long journey and the road full of rocks
But dream always has end unfortunate

We are smile yet hurt so much
But I know who I am more then ever now
No i am sorry i am not mad
Wish you all the best and fortune anyhow

What should i do now?
Where should i go?
I am walking through the road again
with more ache and pain


we love each other
but doesn't mean we can be together..
*smile.... what a life :)

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