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I am Wrong

I though i am strong
There will be nothing wrong
But the truth is what I feel
I miss her so fuckin real

I felt ache in my heart
I felt ache in my skin
I wish i could torn them a part
But you remind me to not making a sin

Dear Lord I asked your forgiveness
For the hurt that I barely hold
Tears washing the hurt inside my chest
Oh dear I just want to take you and hold

Dear my lady and my soul
Can you hear me i screaming your name out loud
Dear my lady and half of my heart
You are my sunshine in the middle of the crowd

Kuma meowing sadly
He just want to be hold gently
How come he would know my feeling is mystery
But hope I can cope and out of this misery

I know its wrong
but my love to you is real
I know its wrong
I do hope my pain can be healed

Hufh...
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