My Voiceless Screaming

At the first time I met you Wounded, thin and so small, I take care of you You got bigger and I underestimate you I wounded and I be taken care by you Dear my friend, years we are together For me you are my brother Facing many difficulties together You always make me feeling better Dear my friend, do you remember how hurt i am when someone tortured you? I taken care of you, and you lay down over there weak Then we gone through of it You let me heal you till you are fit and sweet Dear my friend.. Do you remember how many places we both been through? The rocky road that we faced? You always be there accompany and be strong for me Dear my friend... In my sadness, in my sorrow, in my tears You calm me down with your furr You always know when I need you Dear my friend... I am sorry that sometime I'm not letting you out to the wild Afraid of loosing you The only friend that I got who close to me is you I am sorry that sometime I harsh to you Occupied with my...

It seem quite normal Day so cloudy and dark like used to be But I felt like dying, crawl.. When you are not near me So dear wind We just hugged each other Then tears falling down She far away make me sobber Up and down like it used to be Tired of fighting, thinking when it gonna end Everyday trying to be happy But you and me know it only happen when we blend Just keep breathing dear You and me... Just keep hoping dear Happy ending we can see

The sun so bright its light glowing to my face I am just about to wake up With knife stabed in my chest But somehow, I didnt suffer No blood from my wound like it used to be I just felt numb Take out the knife, I feel so empty Ohh I do love to talking But dunno to whom i can sharing I am tired to keep hurting I am bored to dying I am so lazy today to do anything I am so lazy just to breathing Strike come so early I know I never be ready Closing my eyes, expect the warmth from the wind Touching my face, ssh me to stop talking But now I am just another coward who afraid of changing Better to stay lonely and enjoy what happening This gonna be a long lonely day Oh well.. What can I say I have her and she always stay But my black dog is here, and put her away