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Never Be Ready

The sun so bright
its light glowing to my face
I am just about to wake up
With knife stabed in my chest

But somehow, I didnt suffer
No blood from my wound like it used to be
I just felt numb
Take out the knife, I feel so empty

Ohh I do love to talking
But dunno to whom i can sharing
I am tired to keep hurting
I am bored to dying

I am so lazy today to do anything
I am so lazy just to breathing
Strike come so early
I know I never be ready

Closing my eyes, expect the warmth from the wind
Touching my face, ssh me to stop talking
But now I am just another coward who afraid of changing
Better to stay lonely and enjoy what happening

This gonna be a long lonely day
Oh well.. What can I say
I have her and she always stay
But my black dog is here, and put her away
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