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Sunshine

Rain keep falling But I felt so happy I can see my darling After long time no see Every time I see her She can make me smiling Although so far to reach her I am already happy Today is cloudy But what I felt is sunny Her presence is out there But I can feel inside me Sunshine is in my heart Whenever I can see her Sunshine is in my heart Although I cant reach her V'z whfg ab bar...

Do I Need the Beast?

I have the beast inside me After fighting for years Today I can tame it finally But I felt something wrong around me I am back to reality Where many damages and casualties I have no idea what to do Since most of the time the beast help me do My angel is busy I also have no devil beside me I am so lonely I miss my beast to company My life in high risk I just found it in reality I felt confuse how should be Do I need the beast to help me? All this time the beast make me confident To fight all obstacles and challenges The beast helps me with tears To feel hurt and sad as my friend in nears I knew at the end i will hopeless Weaker body and feeling useless But honesty now I dunno what to do In this reality I have no clue V'z whfg ab bar...

The Beast Dancing

LOL you will always like this! Guilty for anything Guilty for any sins Cursed on anyone who touch you The beast said that Humiliate me and make me sad But what can I say... I am just like that.. The beast dancing on his own So happy seeing me in misery I just made another stupidity Hope they can forgive me Hurt in my chest Hurt in my heart I m just a shit Dancing with the beast I hate this world so much I hate myself so much I hate my hand, my chest, everything! Err.. not my head, i have promised that I let the beast dancing inside I company him and let myself burning V'z whfg ab bar...

Hold Myself

I knew you are busy now But I do so missing you I hold myself now Not to bother you I am alone now dunno what to do I want to call you now But there is not much i can do Every single word you sent Is precious for me Its like a present that you gave for me I sent my prayer Hope you succeed Hope God answer With all you wanted V'z whfg ab bar...

Hole

When I just open my eyes I immediately realize I search someone for nothing I missing you my darling I can feel the hole in my heart I can feel the wind blows inside Make it hurts me instead I missing you so much Today is about to begin I hope you can passed and win Overcome all the obstacles Both of brain or muscle V'z whfg ab bar

The Beast Laughing

I thought I have seen all All your tricks and your styles Today I didn't realize That you are cunning whole day I was so glad to heard that voice When my angel woke up and called me honey I love the way you yawn When you lay there at dawn Then when my angel went to heaven I felt so weak and sleepy So I let my body to sleep easily Till sun rise and in its mighty Woke up I felt still so weak I just go to pray and eat But I still cant stand to my feet I thought I'm just sick and need to sleep So I sleep again till another pray When I woke up I sent my prayer I felt my body so hurt And I started to sad The sun just about to set Now I know the beast has laughing When I felt that hurt thing In my chest but not that hurting Its so smooth and hard to see Without that big wound or tears I just felt sad and hopeless All I want just a hugging from my dearest... V'z whfg ab bar PS: Now I understand why my bear insist to company me whole day...

Wonder

I fall asleep on my desk While everyone around me busy Look at my clock, it was nice deep sleep I wonder what they did Today the sky so bright Some birds flight and whistle I count them so many I wonder who their father from many There was a plane fly over head Big white on the body and green on its tail I wonder where its heading I wonder who are they inside them I wish them safe journey Was talk with my angel She looks red and hot like chili I can see she is so fresh and healthy I wonder how she could help her friends Hope everything all right and smoothly How about me? I dunno why i am hell so sleepy I wonder how the beast inside me While i am this weak and sleepy Even my bear show his belly This so funny V'z whfg ab bar