My Voiceless Screaming

Time is up.. Where is she Night is late But I can't see My heart so itchy Calling your name loudly I know I am sleepy But can't sleep before you talk to me Proper good bye you said That's what I am looking for It's getting late to night But worth to fight for However life has changed You wont get that bye-bye I should accept the changed End the night without proper good bye Its okay my lady I understand and please don't sorry I smile my lady I sent my good bye to you silently Miss u so much, be good and take care my lady Love u so much, sleep tight and sweet dream my lady

So crowded now, but I'm so empty You shhh me, but I'm missing you like crazy To do anything, I'm so lazy Even my beast, laying there with no energy Trying to write, but i don't know what to do wish you are here now, and allow me to hug you Day by day passed, and I'm still have no clue don't care with my dress, everyday I'm just feeling blue Dear my angel, wish you all the best with your broken wings I will always be here to grab you if you are falling A word from you is amazing gift for me the one who felt has no destiny Please be happy my lady Cause I will happy for you Please be strong my lady Cause I will be strong for you too hufh...

Staring on your name... silence Staring on your name... but nothing happen Without saying a word waiting Wish your online status typing Dear my lady, don't you know that i am lonely Without you to make me happy The pain is real miserably I'm trying to sleep but its so heavy Staring on your name I am missing you Staring on your name I wish I could hug you hufh...

So many things in my mind I do afraid to be left behind I miss her so deeply But can't tell her too many Take a deep breath repeatedly Hope to calm down my misery I have the hole inside and its empty Can't heal it up and I'm envy Day after day i am weaker Laying on my bed and can only whisper Dear my lady half of my heart I am missing u so much What will happen to me Dear Lord please help me hufh...

Damai.... Senyum terkembang Angin berhembus Awan berarak.. Rambut melambai-lambai Angin berhembus indahnya alam lubang menganga besar bukan lah hampa Indah terasa Reff: Mata mu terpejam Hangat mu tersimpan indah nan rupawan Mata mu terpejam Hangat mu tersimpan Pesona memabukkan Bidadari terbang tak kan kubiarkan kau kembali pulang Tanpa diriku menyertaimu hingga akhir hayatku

Ketika hampa kembali terasa Dan sang durjana tertawa hahaha Ketika sepi kembali menghujam Dan sang gelap menari tralala Tatap nanar kucing coklat menusuk Dengkurnya berusaha untuk memeluk Aku terdiam dalam gelap kelabu Rasakan kembali setan yang kurindu Kuhanya ingin kembali sendiri Tanpa ada yang bisa untuk mengerti Gelegak membuncah kembali tenang Ku tak lagi merasa gundah dan lapang Apalagi yang akan direnggut? Hanya kamu yang tersisa kenapa ku harus menakutinya? Ketika sepi kembali menghujam Dan sang gelap menari tralala Dia tak lagi senang Bayang dirimu kembali datang Pertempuran tak berkesudahan Dan aku hanya pasrah dalam temaram

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