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There he is, stood up like a guardian
My bear, keep me acompany at the gate of hell
Time keep running while I am doing my plan
But I know the beast awaken and I have ring my bell

So many thought in my mind
But can't write a single word for long time
Time has over the nine
And I still trying to be fine

Suspicious, afraid, pesimistic and lonely
Those feelings started to rampage my heart
I know my beast awaken
And I tried to not to be taken

One by one of those friends I listed
But none I send them the word
I just want to be silence
And tried to guard them not to be hurt

I'm just so tired
very tired
Keep fighting this kind of things
Things that I cannot shared

All I can do just hug my dearest
My guardian dark angel
I know I can only dreaming
With the wind whispering and calming
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