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Maybe I'm just Too Old

Been so long I haven't fight
I almost forgot how my beast get caught
Lowering my guard, break me a part
I am so weak now, don't have any gut

I eat my pride, the last treasure I have
Only hoping its worth then stay nothing and be fucked up
Blood from my wounds start to flow back
I am just too weak to stop them and let myself cracked

Stamp of the foot on my mouth
I am just so damn weak to just talk
Maybe I'm just too old to face that back
All I can do just keep in mind that its her dog who bite

I see to the sky, wind goes by
I see to the past, but can't say good bye
I lookup for peace by keeping my daughter accompany
But she dispel me, she just too comfort with her own only

Well, maybe its true.. I'm just too old for this shit
Its better keep my mouth shout and do what is necessary
Now I just enjoy how silence this day to be
while watching the blood all over my rusty body

I'm soo tired and weak
I'm just too old just the way it should be
I just can only smile and silence still
Enjoying the moment and let it be
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