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A Defected Ant


A beautiful flower asked for protection from a defected ant
An ant that has half of his head and ugly as fuck

The ant like having a dream
Ofc it welcomes the flower inside its home

But it realize who is it anyway
Compete with beautiful bee and butterfly that can fly?

How come a defected weirdo ant like it can protect the flower
Against those perfect bee and butterfly who want the flower?

Let alone to protect the flower
The ant itself hard to take care its own

The defected ant thought can be safe under the flower's thorn
But how come it can protect the flower from the threat while its just a clown?

Love for the ant is like a dream
For having someone beside him is just a myth it seem

The ant tried to explain to the flower
and the flower just push it to the corner

The ant knows where its belong
Its just a matter of time the flower will say good bye and so long

An ant that has half of his head and ugly as fuck
Wanting to has someone beauty like others just suck

An ant that has half of his head and ugly as fuck
Can only stay there like a sitting duck

An ant that has half of his head and ugly as fuck
Is just a joke for the world and better to be back

Crawling beneath the earth
And stop dreaming for having another beside

V'z whfg ab bar...

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