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Dark Angel

Yes.. I managed to survive... And yes I ve been saved again..
She was known by me, but yet she is different

With her red hair she burns the world
With her sharp eyes she slain the heart
with her teeth she bites so cruel
With her words she is so nasty

Cloudy became bright
Rainy became sunny
With the warmth she offer
And chaos when she is in furry

Strike from the arrows, right through my heart
Make me stunning and fall a part
This is so beautiful sight
She is so ignorant but yet show loving art

She came when I am falling down
No matter she tried hard to hurt me
I am still falling to her heart down
But she is no more the Angel
She just the dark angel after all

Once my devil told me, "its me to figure it out what love that I felt to her"
And at the end, I knew I cant stop loving her
The feeling when you want to sacrifice anything for her
The feeling that you are willing being hurt for her
The feeling that as long she is happy, i am happy too

I am together now
We are one
After for long time
We hold and stand
But, its about the time
And we don't regret it
Not even one

I am the demon, with the dark angel fly over my head
We are not perfect, but together we are trying to be one

Come dear, let's face the future ahead
With my sword in my hand, and wings on yours
Let's slain any obstacle ahead
With love and the warmth that we have

V's whfg ab bar...

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