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My Failure

Finally my body can't handle it
I am break down and so weak
My failure keep haunted me
I have failed to protect the precious for me

Lie after lie, I can bear with it
But when I heard you cried, It hurts me
Your cry keep lingering in my mind
I wish I could make it in time

I hate myself then ever
Lucky that I have no power
I know its your choice
We can turn back the time no more

On my bed felt my fever
I kept thinking what I have done to you
Is this your punishment dear?
After all the things I did to you?

I am sorry for things I have done
Till I deserve this kind of punishment
The pain is unbearable
Can only smile and hope it will be over

No I wont give up
I will keep my promise
I wont stop breathing
I still can help you after life

I can only lay on my bed now
And can only smile
I put my trust to the hope now
And those who still want me alive

Soon I will meet my devil
To make sure its real
Soon I will meet my Maker
To do my final deal

V'z whfg ab bar...
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