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Simple Hug

Taken a long journey
Bouncing around
Hours to hold on
For a simple hug

And wake up from my dream
Back to reality
Struggling hard to remember good memory
The warmth of that simple hug is one of the reason to keep me survive

Believe me.. its not that easy
When you think over it, it just drive me crazy
I want you to keep lay on my chest
I want your hand feel the beat of my heart

Back to reality
Those simple things help me to survive
For others its just a hug
For me, its a hug that worth to fight for, it is the hug of life

Back to reality...
I can feel the wound start to bleeding again..
My energy drained out
I just want to close my eyes and hope can meet you in my dream

Just a simple hug...
I don't ask for more...
I am begging God...
Give me once more..

V'z whfg ab bar...

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