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New Victim

So, new victim just falling
In this Monday morning
I give a big blow to those who care
Make them silence and can't bear

I knew everyone tired of me
At the end they will leave me
I am tired to myself too
I wont blame you

I lost my will on anything now
I just lost my breath and soul
I take my med that seem to useless now
I can't walk and can only to crawl

My logic said that you, you and you
Always be there for me
But I am sorry to you
Somehow I destined to be lonely

I wish this day end faster
Just the whole world end too
I am just too tired
With no hope at all

V'z whfg ab bar...

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Dog Astray

Its better to feel that again Furry inside, the rage in me So it can push me forward No need care from anyone to sympathy me Who the fuck i am anyway I don't deserve that love and care I am just a dog astray Stop hoping for care You have felt enough love You have felt enough care Only few portion for you is enough You cant deserve like anyone though I am grateful for what I am The beast and no one strong enough to accept for what i am V'z whfg ab bar