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I Need My Hate

Dark, Cold And Blue
That's how i used to be
Be honest to you all, I hate being normal
Don't try to understand me, No one can

Hell of the problem today
From clients and everyone
More comfort by keeping my style
Dark, Cold and Blue, that how  I stay

I don't care if the beast broke the cage
I don't care if I didn't normal
I don't care I need to burn my hate
As long as my problem solved, I don't care at all

Then here he is...
The bear coming from no where
With his purr he calm me down
How the fuck he know it? I don't care

Although I am in dark, cold and blue
I take my med, so everyone should be okay
So, stay away from me
I will be good and okay

V'z whfg ab bar...

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