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Under the Shadow

No matter where I go
No matter what I talk
No matter circumstances
I don't seem I can get away from his shadow

Compared with the shadow itself
Me the defect one
Can't be compared and just no one
I only offer a simple love of a man

I will always under the shadow
Who humiliate me or treat me I'm just no one
For an old man with the beast inside
Its just a gift from God that you and me still one

Even only a shadow, he can hurt me
I accepted it as a punishment for me
i will be okay dear, as long as you are happy
I will just smile and don't need you to feel my misery

The fact is, the shadow itself is nothing
Only the beast inside make it something
The fact is, every time the new wound appear
Your laugh and smile, make it disappear

The mark is there..
But I am happy

V'z whfg ab bar...

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